Both sides of the fence

A text I sent my father:

It's so easy to tell when people are making wrong choices. I wish it were as easy to detect in myself andor that I wouldn't sometimes savour making the wrong choice.

The text he sent back:

It's frustrating being a human sometimes miss u hope u r doing well When can u fly home Miss u Mega Sat love u


Funny that I got this text at the same time I was making a stupid choice.

I know I've quoted this song once befor in my blog but here it goes again

Garth Brooks - She's Every Woman

She's sun and rain, she's fire and ice
A little crazy but it's nice
And when she gets mad,
you best leave her alone
'Cause she'll rage just like a river
Then she'll beg you to forgive her
She's every woman that I've ever known.

She's so New York and then L.A.
And every town along the way
She's every place that I've never been
She's makin love on rainy nights
She's a stroll through Christmas lights
And she's everything I want to do again.

It needs no explanation
'Cause it all makes perfect sense
For when it comes down to temptation
She's on both sides of the fence.

No it needs no explanation
'Cause it all makes perfect sense
When it comes down to temptation
She's on both sides of the fence.

She's anything but typical
She's so unpredictable
Oh but even at her worst she ain't that bad
She's as real as real can be
And she's every fantasy
Lord she's every lover that I've ever had

And she's every lover that I've never had

New Year's Resolution

In honour of the upcoming Indian New Year namely, Diwali, I have begun to compose my New Year's Resolutions. The first is to...

Be Gentler.

It has come to my attention that I am a zingy passionate person. I'm okay with this analysis. However, it has also come to my attention that sometimes the zings are from arrows and the passion from unsubdued anger. So, I want to forgive myself more and to give people opportunities in my life. I don't want to become a push over. That is not what I think it means to be gentler. Gentle people know who they are and know what they want and deserve. They just don't order their surrounding life into one denotative form. They give people positive flex room.

Eskimo Friend

This is the morning and I should be getting ready for my day. Instead I'm lying in bed trying to relieve my back of all of its tension. Which is a lot of tension. I'm not wanting to get up, but I've got to go print off a bunch of papers for combat. And get ready for my day. And memorise some lines that I couldn't seem to memorise last night.

But what I did do last night was this... and he was amazing.

Some thoughts

I find that no one can compare to you.

And I don't want to waste my time trying to make up for the fact that we can't be together. Yet... or ever.