You

If I could have kissed you does that mean
I should have?
I don't know that I'm ready
to be responsible
for feeling wanted and wanting more.
Being in the quandary of your indecision
just urges me
to make my way out.

So if we...
if we...
would I feel better or lousy
about myself?

I'm not sure that I expected
not to be paid my dues.
Prejudging our situation
and craving your touch.
Is it fair that you've made
me your friend?
When we're both needing something
more?

You care too much
to use my lips
and I care too much
to let you
You see too little
in me to find
the start of a
relationship